Where is the peak ?

I sometimes watch the TV program of Chef Gordon Ramsay
who is very famous chef in the world.

He does the cooking competition with the guest on this TV.

One time competition, win or lose…

He’s supposed to win the competition because of the famous chef, but he sometimes lost it.
And he felt deeply vexed.

I thought it was important to have an aspiration at any time even if he became famous.

If I think I reach the top of my profession, My growing is stopped at that stage.

However, does the peak really exist?

There is a path over the peak which I thought.

People can grow up with no limit.

It depends on ourselves.

Thinking “more and more” or “it’s enough”

Let’s create our own world by ourselves!

Recharge

Spring is coming in New Zealand !!

We can see the cherry blossoms around here now.

I raise the special feeling when I see the cherry blossoms because of Japanese...

As the weather is also getting suitable, like warm and lovely sunny day most of the times,
I often have breakfast and afternoon tea in the garden.

While I see the plum tree with the flesh green leaves and hear the birds’ twitter…

The nature energy makes my energy recharge !!

Nature growing = My growing

Successful person

Ｉ have many chances to see the people who succeed for their businesses.

Their attitude toward business in common is

“They always do their best ways. “

“They never give up.”

“They always have ambitions.”

For me…

“Do not do my best by considering the result.

“Easy to give up.”

“Keeping the current situation.”

With the above my mind, I don’t get a big success.

Therefore, I make up my mind to change myself
in order to get the big dream !

Until now, I get everything without any efforts.
However, to get them easily means that I get a small achievement.

What I want is to get the big achievement, not small.
So, I never give up and build up my efforts so that my dream comes true!

People surrounding me are very attractive.
They are my future status. I’m going to catch up them!

Heart-warming

When I was on the bus yesterday, the driver suddenly asked

“Turning right here? Or left?”

As he is the new driver, he seems not to know the bus rout well…

Then, many customers told him

“Turing right”

“You are doing well !”

“Don’t worry !”

They gave him some words as well when they got off from the bus.

It made me heartwarming

We sometimes don’t get any clue by ourselves.
At that time, it’s good way to get some advices from people about you.

People around you are you.
If you reply on them, it means you rely on yourself.

But, don’t rely on too much !
It causes to lose you and uncontrol yourself.

Two girls

Two girls are stuck in my mind.

M who takes an action whenever she wants.

Y who doesn’t have her opinion and follow her way.

They have known each other for 10 years.
I’m very impressed they play their roles and keep good relation ship…

Y is stuck in my mind.

When M says to want to do something, Y always agree with her.

I want to say to Y.

“Do you really want to do that? What is your opinion?
What do you want to do indeed? “

She came cross to me as playing “good person”.

Y is me…

I expected to be judged by everyone “I am good person” and didn’t want to be refused.

I have done whatever everyone wants and never said “no”.

But I felt lonely and didn’t get my satisfaction.

They supposed to think of me

“They didn’t understand what I thought, what I desired, etc.”

That’s why they went to share their problems to others, not me…

If I don’t reveal my real intension, they off course don’t do it, neither.
That means I just get the surface friends.

I have done meaningless.

I quit to play “good people” and reveal my real intension !!

Cleaning up

Recently, I feel like to do cleaning before I start to work.

I do nothing special, though...

Just open the office, wipe the tables, clean up the rubbish bin etc...
and my mind is gonna be working mode.

Then, I plan what I'm going to do during the day and can do it very efficiently.

Indeed, it is good not only to make room clean physically but to put your ideas in order.

If you can't start doing anything because you think about it too much,

Try it !!

It makes your mind very clean and clear and you can make it easily

Dexterous !?

Everyone often says to me

"Surprised that you can do everything !!"

I like to hear this kind of words.

I tend to learn something widely, not deeply.
One day, I think about it.

"Why do I keep doing something new when I feel some satisfied
after learing ?"

Am I capricious ?
Do I feel luck of satisfaction because of not new ?"

These reasons are correct, to some extend.

But rout of cauasality is

"Myself who don't want to take my responsibility."

I'm fear for the world after I have completed.
I have completed and to be a top and then, have to burden the responsiblity...

I fall down my possibility by myself...

This is really ridicurous, isnt it !?

So, I graduate from this stupid thought !

I make up my mind to take my resposibility for everything !

And I say to myself

"Don't be afraid, You have enogh ability to do it by yourself with resposibility !
New world you can create your life will be there."